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Monday, June 21, 2010

#18 Scream out loud

My eyes swollen, like hell.
Hari minggu macam biasa, kerja, tunggu kawan dan makan-makan.
Makan ? Last Saturday, I weighed myself. 44kg. Okay, ringan, tak cukup zat betul !
Wait for pics from sister was like waiting for apa dah laaa. Padahal bukan tak boleh nak bluetooth, satu rumah kot. Kelakar.

So last Wednesday went to BB, nak belanja akak dengan adik as we rarely spend time together. So bila pergi BB Plaza shopping tak ingat dunia. Thanks big sys for the dress and little sys for the rainbow beanie. Suka, sangat !
Gerak Pavilion, nak belanja sisters watch movies, but then too pack with kids. Haihh planning on having lunch at Ichiban Boshi but lastly eat at the foodcourt, asam laksa, sedap ! Now, I was craving for egg tart. Damn ! *drooling.
Okay, cerita basi.

Why my eyes swollen ? Semalam memang bukan hari sabar. Habis semua orang kena jerit pekik Lubby. Dari lepak kat belakang checkpoint, sampai kat kedai makan Presint 14 tu. Habis semua kena.
For the first time semalam, memang rasa betul-betul kosong bila cakap dengan dia. Memang semalam dia makan maki hamun sahaja. Dah penat sabar. Orang tu buta, ni buta hati. (Ini memang I cakap pasal you, bukan macam what you claim sebelum-sebelum ni) Rupa-rupanya baru sedar memang hati sendiri pun dah lama kosong, sebab bila semalam habis luah semua. Thanks bagi I chance nak jerit pekik, maki hamun. Puas, betul. Sumpah rasa kosong, so macam tak ada benda lagi nak cakap. Tak mahu malukan you, I pun dah tak rasa apa. So let it be.
Move on ? Bila I dah move on jangan nak banyak bunyi pula. Diam ! Rasa macam nak putus nyawa.

Minggu ini macam best. Tunggu, sabar.

Okay ini lagi satu. Macam ulasan pantas la.
Tak faham dengan kawan yang gelabah habis ni. Macam cakap orang tumpang glamour, backstabber semua. Memang Lubby rasa dia cakap pasal diri sendiri lah ! At least I kawan dengan orang-orang macamtu, I am someone to them unlike you, kalau bukan sebab diorang you are nothing pun sebab you yang tumpang glamour kan? Pfffttt macam budak kecik kot nak fikir macam itu. Grow up lah ! Kau kalau belakang baik, belakang nak kutuk bagai, kau jangan jadi manusia lah. Malu weh ! Booo !! Memang dah lama ignore tapi sebab semalam macam tahu banyak cerita jadi panasssssss. Tapi tak apa. Susah kalau ulas pasal manusia tak macam manusia ni. Porak peranda hidup orang memang nombor SATU ! Benda lain semua kena orang lain tolong. Okay, kejam. Gelak kuat-kuat.


Semalam tengah teman Zain dengan Kaka makan tiba-tiba he asked did I wish my dad. Terus call.
Bagi salam
Lubby : Happy Father's Day, abah !
Abah : Lambat. (abah gelak, rindu betul nak tengok abah senyum depan-depan)
Lubby : I am sorry. Tapi still wish kan?
Abah : Yela. Eh result UKM dah sampai rumah.
Lubby : My pointer ?
Abah : (sebut) You need to work harder ni.
Lubby : Ye tahu, I know I play around a lot. Next sem, dean's list okay? Not going to play around anymore (dah macam nak menangis, rindu)
Abah : Must lah. You need to work harder maaaa (tergelak dengar, cakap nak macam cina je)
Lubby : Okay, I will. I love you abah. Sorry lambat wish tau.
Abah : Love you too. Tak apa. Balik rumah kalau ada masa.

Damn !! Sumpah rindu mak abah.
Dah la. Sasha ajak pergi swimming, watch movie.

Haters don't really hate you, they hate themselves.
You're a reflection of what they wish to be.
So tak puas hati lagi ?

1 comments:

azimask said...

oih.. kutuk aku tak bagi gambar.. bueekkk.... hahahahahaha giler malas ..... woihh kemas kemas.. udah mau ambik surat pindah.. this week .. PINDAH !!! cuti cuti.... ayyoo giler la mereng aku...