#94 Different

It's just different and last night while driving back, feels like all thing had changed and all the feelings are just mixing around

It's different...

Ain't same...

#93 Unworthy

Not worth it at all. I am being responsible that's why when people gelabah about my blog, I am asking personally but I just don't know why maybe the fact that what I'm asking or explaination make sense and that person just don't know how to answer back, that's why they didn't reply :) and please, don't pathetically use other people to express your unsolved business, FITNAH is a serious matter, which I let dosa-pahala tuhan yang hitung.

Well I am all okay and like I say, they never bring any impact to my life. Infact I never bother and all this while I am not the one who try to start something nasty. Well, I won't talk bad or what. No. Lets faith, karma, and Allah decide. I've done my part. Stand up for myself, giving my opinion is no wrong but when you start to spread the hate and all. Yes, that's wrong. No worries. Most importantly people who does really matter to me always behind my back and in front of me. And yeah, sometime, no need to be bitch people, I can see that without you, you, you or you try to show the bitchy-ness in you.

One more thing, this is my effing blog. MY BLOG. Not urs. Feel free to read but you have no right to feel offended or what, go die.

p.s : I take this as positive things, I've been dealing with this fitnah, problems and all for quite sometime and I am strong to deal with it and promise myself not to bother anymore. Sorry guys who following me on twitter for the numerous flooding tweet of mine today :)

#92 Manusia tiada kategori

Nak warning awal-awal memang entry ni tak boleh nak dikategorikan. Sendiri rate. Okay, macam ni. Satu pesanan yang ringkas, tapi panjang nak elaborate.

JANGAN PUNG-PANG-PUNG-PANG CAKAP KITA TAK SUKA, LEPAS TU KITA SAMA JE BUAT ATAU MEMANG KITA MACAM TU. TENGOK KIRI-KANAN BADAN SENDIRI BEFORE TENGOK ORANG LAIN. atau kau tak sedar kau macamtu ?

Selalunya memang aku tak ambik kisah, tak ambik pusing pun pasal orang lain. Bukan pentingkan diri, tapi percaya konsep kita tak kacau orang, orang jangan nak mengada nak kacau kita, kalau kita ambil tahu hal orang kita dapat apa ? Dosa pahala semua Allah yang hitung. Itu pun ada juga yang kita tak kacau, sibuk usik kita. Tapi itulah, bila ada je benda yang macam aku tak puas hati atau musykil selalunya aku akan tanya pada empunya badan tak pun tanya pada sumber yang boleh dipercayailah.

Okay senang kata kita nak cakap pasal ORANG CAKAP TAK SERUPA BIKIN.

Jangan nak pang-pung-pang-pung sangat cakap kita tak suka orang macam tu macam ni, kita buat. Kalau orang macamni elok kalau bagi kasi makan penampar. Mencarut je memang tak puas hati.

Bila ada sorang ni, selalu je sebut perkataan GILA GLAMOUR, LOSER, POYO, BACKSTABBER bagai, sedar tak kau lah orang yang PALING macamtu. Ulang balik, PALING. Kalau tak paling pun kau memang orang paling tak layak nak sebut benda-benda tu pada orang lain.

Memang konon tak pilih kawan (semua cakap macam itu), tapi orang yang famous sikit, baru nak naik sikit, yang itulah kau pergi kacau, kau pergi menyibuk sampai ada yang rimas duk mengadu. Tak tipu.

LOSER itu kau rasanya. Kalau tak sebab kesian, aku rasa kawan-kawan kau dah lama hilang. Itu pun bestfriend(kaulah yang mengaku, dia tak mengaku) kau sendiri kutuk kau which bukan benda baik tapi realiti tunjuk kau macam mana.

POYO ni memang tak payah cakap banyak. Memang terbukti semua orang boleh nampak.

BACKSTABBER ni lebih kurang kau jugak la. Semua orang tak suka orang cakap belakang-belakang ni. Kita semua tak suka tapi KITA BUAT. Yang tak tahan kalau orang tu macam ni lah, sibuk go public tulis sana sini cakap sana sini tak suka orang macamtu padahal kalau ikut dia lah yang perangai nombor satu macamtu. Biasa lah kita ni tak suka, memang benda yang orang lain buat kita nampak, celah badan sendiri tak nampak cacat.

MALU TAK WEH ?

Satu lagi FITNAH. Boleh tahan jugak laaa seseorang yang aku kenal ni, memang amboi fitnah dia sampai bawa ke kaum keluarga bagai. Kau memang tak ada LIFE rasanya.

Ini peringatan untuk lelaki :

Reason kadang-kadang awak ni tak ada perempuan nak ni satu-kau rasa kau hebat sangat;perempuan benci gila lelaki macamtu. Dua-kau dah macam perempuan;emo tak tentu pasal, semua benda kau nak cerita, bila marah semua benda kau nak tulis sampai kadang-kadang hal TAK berkaitan kau pun kau nak sibuk. Kalau kat tak ada rupa, tak berduit, tak berpelajaran tak ada masalah. Bukan semua perempuan tengok semua tu. Lagi satu, kau tgk diri kau, lepas tu kau tengok perempuan yang kau kejar. Sesuai ke ? Kau rasa dia nak ke ? Sebab apa ? Bila dah kena dump jangan kau nak cakap sangat perempuan tu gunakan kau, curang, tipu kau ke apa. Standard la tu, proses kenal mengenal, bila dah nampak kau teruk macamana memang kena tinggal la. So tengok diri sendiri. PALING TAK BOLEH TERIMA, CAKAP TAK SERUPA BIKIN !!!

Ini peringatan untuk perempuan :

Jangan nak pandang harta, rupa sangat. Kalau dapat macamtu, baguslah bonus selain dia tu jadi pasangan yang bagus untuk kau. Yang tak boleh tahan ni, kalau tengok muka, dah nak reject. Kalau tak berduit, tak bekereta kau dah tak nak. Apa mak ayah kau tak bagi cukup makan ? Apa kau tak ada tulang empat kerat sendiri nak usaha kumpul harta sendiri ? Memang la perempuan lemah, tapi tak la selemah sampai harta kau kena kikis pada orang lain. Yang bersenang-lenang pula, jangan nak menunjuk sangat, ini peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga.

Ini bukan hate entri tapi kadang-kadang kita ni rasa diri bagus sangat sampai ada yang kena tolong kau duduk dekat satu sudut, telangkup, fikir bagus tak bagus kau ni.

Ini bukan entri dendam atau benci. Tak ada. Cuma rasa harus diberi teguran disini.

dan

TAK DISPESIFIKASIKAN PADA SESIAPA. Siapa terasa sendiri muhasabah diri.

Kalau boleh jangan nak poyo, emo lebih, cepat melenting, cakap tak serupa bikin, fikir bagus, dll. Kita usaha ke arah lagi baik.

Somehow, you guys know I don't do this a lot. I don't write about others, I mean bad things. I rather ignore but then it is just over the limit shall I say ?? Live life happily :) Don't complain much about others.

#91 Awesome !!

Well thanks to Shiro (Anip) tics for the premier movie RED ! Awesome movie that I highly recommended you guys to watch. Sudden plan with Noh, calling up my favourite people ! :)

We watch at Mid Valley, Noh(hujan) and Faizal Tahir was there too. Eat Char Kew Teow in Bangsar. An awesome day before I am stress with my exam which is next week -,-''

Never failed to make me having awesome day.

Poker is a must anyway with a veryyy cute deck that we newly bought !

Pray for me so I can do well on my final. So far my mid term's marks didn't help much :(

p.s : Takziah to my brother who yesterday involved with accident. Patah bahu kan ? Haihhhhh. Get well soon bro ! I'll visiting you soon and love you :)

#90 Surprise

Noh surprise me by giving me Ferraro and taking me to Lookout Point Ampang to have dinner there. We came too early there so we decided to just enjoy the scenery and head up to CM and having our fish spa treatment there. Meet up with Anip and Bainun there.

Later watch football at 15 along with Zain, Kaka and Govin :)

Good day and thanks for the surprise. Surely we have dinner there next time soon.

JAVA test tomorrow. Wish me luck ! :)

p.s : it's 3.12am

#89 Formspring

I can't believe I actually restore mine. Hahaha

http://www.formspring.me/lubbysh

#87 Cheer up

Hellooo !!!

I've got final tomorrow :)

Well, start from today, I start to change something in me become better. Te-heeee

and

today I am happy.

I have few projects left but I won't burden myself thinking much about it. I am going to do all of it step by step.

btw, today, I registered new subjects for next sem and I am all excited because all of it are funnnn subject that I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Wanna see ? Here it is :

TO DO LIST

• make a new to do list (seriously)

#86 Number SEVEN

#85 Unhealthy me

After some days that lame, boring and just ordinary, I receive a good news today ! Yeayyy !! This make me can't wait even more for December to come.

I don't usually talk about friends here but somehow some of my coursemates really annoyed me with the selfishness and da-da-da talks.
I may look like I am not serious with my studies, but trust me, I do.

I rarely lepak nowadays, so I miss my friends.
I get tired so easily nowadays and I just don't know why.
I weighted myself yesterday, I am unhealthy-skinny 34kg lady. Pffftttt !!!

#84 Rugby

Rugby was awesome !!! and my superhero who is the captain playing awesomely :p

Good Job SECOND ! :)

#83 Funny

Funny I work hard to win. Basically, I suppose to win the BB Curve 9300 but practically I am not. Turn out that the contest is for Celcom user only and I am not one of those. Never like Celcom anyway. HAHAHAHAHA have a good day people !!

#82 Prayer

Ya Allah, Ya tuhan

Kebahagiaan yang aku perolehi sekarang tiada bandingannya dengan kebahagiaan yang aku dapati sebelum ini. Kau berkati lah kehidupanku.

Kau berilah kebahagiaan dan kesejahteraan kepada kaum keluarga ku dan insan tersayang.

Kau berikanlah aku kesabaran untuk melihat lagi keindahan, kebahagiaan yang kau berikan kepadaku.

Jika kau turunkan ujian padaku, kau tabahkan hatiku, kau sabarkan jiwaku.

Aku mohon kepadamu kekalkan bahagia dan orang-orang yang membahagiakan ku disekeliling aku.

dan aku berterima kasih dan memanjatkan syukur kepadamu. Ya allah, apa sahaja hubungan baik aku dengan umatmu yang lain, kau panjangkanlah ia, kau berkatinya dan kau bibitkan lah sayang dan bahagia yang berterusan.

Aku bersyukur diatas segala kurniaan mu.

Aku bermohon kepadamu, dari insan kecil, hambamu yang banyak kurangnya.

Amin, amin ya rabbal a'lamin.

#81 Hello October !

Hello people !

This month I will be busy so no updates from me unless if I am free to jot down anything here.

Well, I realised that some interesting thing that happened lately in my life which I didn't wrote here. Hah !

Good luck Sis Mimie for final which happen this week :)

I'll busy with:

• my own life
• Assignments
• Final projects
• Final exam
• other stuff :)

and I hope I can cope will all of this. Now I want to sink myself. Good day, people !!! :)

Hello October. Treat me nicely, please :)