Time passed by real hastily and it’s been a month since my semester’s break. Lots of thing happened and I hardly ever feel bored even I stay at home most of the time. Thanks to UNIFI, Youtube and pile of downloaded movies. I am not working now, for some reason, only teaching but I am planning on finding a job so that I will have more dynamic days. Hanging out, do crazy things are not the kind of activity that making my day productive, unfortunately. I don’t really have the urge to blog about what happened daily. Where did I go, with whom, what am I doing and stuff. I just don’t want to update although there are some moments that I would love to share but I end up keep it to myself or share it with friends only. From Broga, crazy trip, a very nice garden theme wedding of Hani's sister, romantic dinner and some breath taking moments. So much to tell, actually.
Alhamdulillah, I get my result for 2nd year 3rd semester last week and I am happy as my pointer is getting better and better. But there's some issue that happened and I hope my faculty will try to settle it as soon as possible.
I had a horrendous dream last night that I wouldn’t dare to talk about. Somehow, I didn’t cry and I am pretty strong in that kind of situation. However I can’t imagine how I would react if it’s really happening. Even in that dream, I feel very empty until I couldn’t even think or react because how shocked I am. I suddenly awake and my heart beating so fast until I have trouble to breathe. Seriously, I know this thing will happen on day but I don’t want it to happen anytime sooner, at least until I seriously think the time has come. But all of it is in Allah’s will. I just can pray and pray and be strong. *tears*
Living here with my sister somehow I am feeling awkward. Not that I am not welcome here but I find it necessary for me to keep myself as invisible as I can be, so either I spend time alone in my room or going out with friends. There’s nothing much to do when at home, just a simple chores to do (which now I don’t know whether I should help with or not because my sister text me saying that I ruin her scarf – sorry, I am just trying to do the laundry) and most of the time I am laying on bed and having unbreakable relationship with my notebook, journal and Blackberry. My sister is my bestfriend because she can be a good listener, adviser and open minded most of the time but we don’t really have time to talk or spend time together nowadays. Either she’s working or busy with classes or I was out somewhere or I just don’t feel like talking and keep myself quiet in the room.
I am going back to Ipoh real soon. Catching up with friends there, helping with friend’s engagement day and of course, have a splendid time with my parent. But it is sad to know the fact that I can’t go back more than 3days because I am teaching, here. Speaking of engagement, few friends who are around my age, either engaged or married. Few mean more than 10 people. And that’s make me feel like being 22 is hoary. To be honest, I didn’t plan on settle down for another 5 years. I don’t really have any plan towards tying knot or anything. Relationship can be the most gruelling thing you ever do. It is like a long run with no end and at any time you can injure yourself, cramp or any possibility injuries.
Seriously, I can’t wait for new season of EPL this upcoming August. I believe Liverpool is getting stronger and well, my favourite football club, Manchester United will try their superlative to win EPL for the 20th times this season. Last week, I watched Liverpool vs Malaysia at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil and it was awesome. Although it is not my favourite club but Govin and Kaka are the die-hard-fan of the club and I am crazy about Andy Carroll. Watching him playing alive is somehow make me wild a bit and I just can’t stop screaming his name. What I like the most is the fact that Malaysians are very supportive and cheer for both team.
There are some exciting things happened these two weeks. All I can say is that good things will come to whoever that seeks for it or be patient waiting for it.
When all my friends are keep updating their twitter and Facebook about how much weight they put on or how crucial it is for them to be on diet, I am somehow having weight loss. It is not something that I enjoy nor sad me either but the mission now is to make sure that I have an ideal weight so I won’t easily get sick. I am 45kg now with 162cm height. The only thing that stresses me up now is those stubborn pimples. Urghhhh.
I miss beach and I am going to see you real soon, baby. I am having a trip to Port Dickson with friends for two days this Thursday. Can’t wait.
Finally, Harry Potter has come to an end. It is just sad as it was my childhood. I grew up with the books and the movie and still remember how patiently I wait for each year to pass by for another new movie of Harry Potter. Anyway, thanks to the boyfriend for the surprises. And thanks for being a very nice person this few days.
It has been 367 days and still counting.
Being me, I just couldn’t live my day without planning. I am looking forward for September as I have so many plans to get done.
I should stop here from murmuring stuff. Have a good day, people :)
