#121 It's a closure

Dari Jauh - Nabil

Tiada malam lena tidurku
hanya igauan mimpi yang pilu
kerna setiap kali ku pejamkan mata
ku hanya terlihat dirimu

mengapa aku masih menanti
harapan yang kian tidak pasti
walau ku sedar hakikatnya
kau takkan kembali di sisi

walau kau tidak perlukanku
aku tetap mendoakan kebahagianmu
tapi hanya satu yang ku pinta
izinkanku menyintaimu dari jauh

walau aku pernah menyatakan
yang ku telah lepaskan segala
hakikatnya hati kecilku masih menyinta
aku simpan saja perasaanku
menahan derita dalam rindu

Lovely song but hurt much to listen to :(

Honestly, 2010's closure doesn't really going well for me, worst ever.

I seriously does not know what's right or wrong or what I should or should not do.

I miss myself more now :'(

#120 It's a wrap

Hello ! Miss me ? (:

The interest on blogging fade away recently. Maybe I don't want people to know how I felt or maybe me myself does not have much time to recalling and write whatever that happened.

Yesterday was awesome. Accompany the guys to Pertama for boot hunting and watch late night movie in Mid Valley :)

Today, went for bag hunting which manage to grab 2 handbags. Buying new watch replacing my Swatch and lappy-hunting. The result;excellent :)

and ouh, did I mention that my boyfriend being so helpful this few busy bee days ? You're the best :)

meet my Casio Gold :)

and I've got stars in my room/dashboard (:

New Year will arrive in few days and I bet everyone already planned how to celebrate their new year and how they going to spend another year. Celebrating New Year is not my thing, never. I am more on planning what I am going to do or be in that one whole year. Been busy with study and business is another one reason why New Year should not be celebrate by me.

2010;

I will say that half of the year is disaster while of it awesome. I have pretty rough start early of the year and thanks to some sort of problem, everything does not seems right. Things changed when I am on my sem's break before my 2nd year in UKM :) Ignoring people who bring no benefits, care no more for people who not important and stick with real friends and family. What I love the most is the friendship and love that I own now and I hope it will stick that way for many years ahead.

So I do make some list on what to do or target in 2011 and this is some of it

-Eat well

-Exercise/Hit the gym once in awhile. Swimming should be done at least once a week

-Meet new great people

-Keep friendship and love strong

-Spend less on shopping; expensive food, branded clothes, etc

-Be more productive and effective

-Study smart, play hard

-Pray 5times a day

-Do more charity

-Be consistent and keep the positive energy higher

-Not being lazy ass

and nothing more I ever wanted other than stay out of trouble and no stupid silly immature problem with anybody.

HAPPY NEW YEAR and HAVE ANOTHER GREAT AWESOME BEST YEAR !

and yes, it a little late but never too late to wish my sister HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! You have been such a great sister. Have a blast year ! :) Sorry can't make it celebrating your birthday at home :(

You guys will never guess my sys' age right. Hihihi

Ouh btw, as all of us know, Suzuki Cup belong to us. Congrats Malaysian Team !

I better sleep early. Since yesterday, in this 48hours, I slept only 2hours.

Till then, do miss me and take care.

#119 Hiatus

Salam and Hello. A week without any new entry. Been busy with first week of class which so far just fine and not having lappy was the reason why. Still having problem registering for Workplace subject thou. Should get a new laptop as soon as possible. Geeeez -.-''

Should update before new year, wrapping out all what happened this year and jot down hope for 2011.

Year passed by very quickly. Should be more productive next year, definitely.

#118 Should be lucky or unlucky ?

So here I am in UKM already. Class has started since Monday. Geez, I am having problem registering subject and geezzzzzzzzzzz I just found out this morning that my lecturer does not count our group final project and as the result, most of us got C and D :( and that including me !

Nothing much. And ouh do vist my shop ! :)

#117 Movie marathon - Fair Game & Tron

Hello. This few days nothing much I've done.

Last night was awesome and today me, Aker, Govin and Anep having movie marathon and we watched Fair Game and Tron.

This movie actually based on true story back in 2003 about Valerie Plame and Joseph Wilson whom back then make a headlines everywhere especially in America about nuclear and stuff. Not a really good movie thou, but need to be alert and try your best to catch up everything in this movie. It's kind a boring, trust me. 3.5/5 stars

The lighting and graphic, SUPERB ! But the movie is ridiculous because the so-genius creator of the other world. Hahaha but nice movie. 4/5 stars.

I am going back to UKM end of weekend. Excited !! :)

#116 Nothing but the bad boringly whatstuff

Should really forget and find solution that involve only myself. Will do.

and

In need of this two shoes

Hello !

December does not treat me really last week and I am dealing with sort of things right now. I wish next week will come quicker than ever. I am going to start class, get busy and hell forget what has been going on.

Pretty much, I need to care and give time to myself more.

Anyway, I jotted down few things that I would do/want/practice next year.

This kind of list is a must do so at least you will try the whole year to achieve something good, right ?

And give you a clue before I release out the list, on top of my list are manage my financial far lot better. Instead of pleasuring myself with expensive thing, fine-dine food and being very selective over everything, I should just keep simple and think more about how much bucks that I could save if I cut it down.

Other than that, I jotted down few things on my what-I-want list and important dates and what I should do on that certain occasion.

Geez, New Year should be just fine. I wish.

I dream about weird stuff lately, horrific and badddd. It is just a dream but still I woke up breathless and it bothers me. Because of that I slept at 3-4am and woke up around 8am oftenly.

Apart from all of that, I am struggling with making people to understand me and far most that I hate, I always been misunderstood by.

And guys, being someone's boyfriend means that you have to be extra alert because we girls sometime just unintentionally making things complicated. Alert for the signs, we girls sometime ain't practice what so-called straight-forward-conversation.

Ouh and since I get back here, I don't really hang out much. Last time with Govin and Noh at Coffee Bean, we sit there for hours and just talking. Meet up Deo there with his gf as well.

Then hanging out at mall with friends, visiting Govin few days ago because he's been admitted to KPJ because some sort of blood infection. With Kaka for movie My Soul To Take (it has similarity with Nightmare on Elm Street but a bit better)

And yesterday before going back to Putrajaya, chilling out at Old Town with Daus who fetch me and Noh who take an hour break from work.

And thanks to Ana and Anna who helped me a lot yesterday when I was not in a very good state.

My panda ring and tote bag from Forever21

p.s : it will be nice on your off day we go for movie, having nice lunch/dinner and having great conversation while enjoying our mocha or Frappucino outside and enjoying whatever weather it is. I've been wonder.

*lost interest

#115 Good Bye Dean List

Check the result for my exam. Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh All I can say is GoodBye Dean List. I manage to perform just average :(

Haih !

#114 Stupid "obesiti"

Hello ! Been busy. I already been offered to work but wait for other opportunity since the recent one is quite far away. Btw, few minutes ago, I just involve with minor accident :(

I just realize that in my chatbox got someone who suddenly cursing and I just find out that someone who by the name "obesiti" pretending to be me and tell others that MY BLOG is HER BLOG while ALIPH (who is my friend) is my boyfriend. Come on !! I am not here or anywhere to comment people like this "obesiti" person did. I have better things to do. So to whoever this is, stop it and don't make other people misunderstood me. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

#113 Sunday breeze

Happy Sunday ! :)

Been busy since I get back here (shopping, chill out and having fun with friends) Hahahaha.

I am currently in Old Town White Coffee with love one.

Tell you what, some people are just ungrateful. Helping when they are in trouble, in return, they just being an asshole. That's the fact.

#112 Shopping, the love (HAHAHAHA)

Heyyy ! Happy holiday. I am back already, not in Ipoh anymore.
Few days ago shopping with my parents, manage to buy all stuff that I needed, 2pair of jeans, shoes and etc etc :p and today, shopping with sisters :)
Buy bag from Forever21, makeups from M.A.C, bracelets and window shopping. Almost buy wedges from Cotton On which I loveeeee so much...geezzz -.-'' (I am glad I ain't buy :p ) Save up money, save up money !
I am alone at home waiting for Noh now to pick up my stuff and have dinner and the rest are going out for birthday party.
Well, I miss my mom and dad already.

Heeee :)

Ouh, last year on december, I spend ridiculous amount of money and I hope it won't happen again this year. Need to save up cash.
Hello December. I always love this month :) Treat me nicely this year.

Last time having early dinner at Johny's with mom and little sister

p.s : thanks sister for various type of chocs :)